imagine an alternate timeline where guns were never invented and swords just kept getting cooler
Is this what you wanted to happen?
Drown in my own blood,
To see me suffer in my own vain,
Shatter In my misery?
I hope you’re happy,
As I’m burning over here.
As much as I never expected this to happen,
You still went for it.
Maybe if I never done you wrong,
you wouldn’t have left me.
I blame myself for my own suffering.
Only if you were there to drive it away.
Every night I’d long for you.
To open my curtains,
sneak yourself in,
wrap your infinite arms on my waist,
whisper sweet nothing,
and calm my racing mind.
But summer’s over and you never came.
You left me for good.
Left with the ghost of our love,
And the nightmare of our memories.
I went crazy for you.
I scarred my skin for you.
I bled for you.
I lived for you.
But you’re gone,
Yet I’m still here.
How could you let this be?
I thought you loved me?
I thought you cared enough?
I was wrong wasn’t I?
I was wrong all along…
I pushed everyone away for you.
I let the good times pass for you.
I broke hearts for you.
Wasn’t that enough?
Was everything I did enough?
Was I ever enough for you?
I guess not.
Seeing as you left me almost dead.
You never did love me.
But it pains me to say that I still love you.
My love for you was limitless,
But you’re the one who drew the line.
I want to hate you,
But that’d be lying.
I still love you,
And that sounds crazy.
i don’t know where to go.
what do i do when the one person you’d swore you’d spend forever with left?
how do i cope up with this kind of situation?
scattered - brain? very.
breaking point? near.
giving up? almost.
but to be honest, i thought i was better than this.
i guess i was just the same as all the other girls out there.
desperate when the boy leaves.
i am not the same as them.
for this boy used to be my life.
as cliche as it might sounds, he was once my best friend.
my art buddy in kindergarten.
my playground security,
my lunch buddy,
my companion when going home,
my angel, my saviour.
then, love squeezed in.
love, what did love do?
well, love ruined everything.
love made these feelings that aren’t suppose to be made.
love made things worse.
right now, i really have no idea what to do.
forgive me, but i’m just trying to find my purpose in this land of nothingness.
is there something left to do?
i don’t know.
tell me something i don’t know.
make him come back.
please come back.
but since i already know that you aren’t,
i hope you are happy.
more happy than when you were in my companion.
wherever you are, whoever she is, i hope you’re not sad.
my friend, don’t fret.
nothing to worry about.
the only thing left for me to do is close my eyes.
and feel as the pain slowly drifts away.
people be like “are you really going to miss out on a potential friendship just because someone doesnt share your views on feminism/racism/etc.” and i’m like “ya lol”
Does the staff actually ever reply to posts or is that just a myth?
No one will believe you.
instead of watching the 50 Shades trailer, why not just make awkward eye contact with a total stranger at the grocery store for a solid 2 minutes and 34 seconds? you get the same skin-crawling, uncomfortable feeling but without the shitty writing, terrible acting and massive dose of rape culture